Sick...

last nite i was so sick..
want to vomit but cannot...
very uncomfortable the whole nite...
my stomach very very not well...
duno what happen to me...
luckily my boy was with me the whole nite..
so warm when he hug me.. ^-^
i din eat the whole day yesterday...
dun feel like eating...
im not hungry at all...
just want to sleep oni...
sleep.. sleep.. sleep...

about the question i want to ask him...
i din ask yet...
not dare to ask...
really scare he will mind...
im very stupid rite?
im his gf i need to knw what happen rite?
but why i dun have the guts to ask him?
WHY?
i hate myself...
i hate myself for being so useless....
USELESS..!!!