Welcome Back My Dear

Finally he is back...
he alr come bck to genting le...
so haapy...
he more thinner le... more handsome le...
hehe... maybe long time no see le kua...
but his voice not same like last time le...
after the operation...
but i like it more...
sexy voice... like choir singing alto voice.. haha..
so miss him...
hmm.. but he din buy anything for me...
so sad... n dissapointed lo..
but he told me next offday he goin to bring me to kampar...
so miss da place... i like the small town...
falling in love with the place when i first went there...
nice scenery... very peaceful...
i like the hotel there.. d only hotel.. THE GRAND KAMPAR...
the room r spacious.. unique building..
1 of our ex duty manager now working at there..
n 1 of my secondary schollmate studying at the college here.. TARC
so i wont feel boring there lo...

Back To Normal Life

at last im back to normal life le..
a human life...
haha... im bck to schedule A le...
not anymore in schedule B le...
finnaly jump out d...
hahahaha...
i can laugh out loud le...
no need so tension le...
no need worry this n that le...
no need always go bck late le...
no need always in the same shift le...
boring with 3pm 11pm shift liao...
no need face the lousy tour guide le...
no need clear departure le...
no need check out FUNCTION le...
i hate the most...
no need do morning call le...
no need do ext stay le...
waa... so much relax now...
can smile now...
if not face will much more bitter than the 'ku kua'...
haha...
7 months in workstation schedule le...
is more than enough le...
at least give me a break for 2 months...
at least give me a chance to treat the guest good... haha
as i din if im in schedule B.. ^-^
hooray...
im happy with my new roaster...
come bck work nite shift le...
then 3pm 11pm shift oni 2 days nia...
haha....

5 Minutes Talk: Oscar Nitez

16 days to go...
n our step still have done yet..
how we goin to do our show?
how do we represent fwh front office?
'buat malu nia'....
dancers oso frm group A..
all on leave... waste 4 days liao ah...
aiyoyo... im worried le..
this is not a smalll function lo...
a grand one lor...
a huge one lor...
just ask me to think for the step nia...
u all leh?
waa... you think im the expert dancer meh...
jump here n der i knw la..
'goyang' here n there i knw la...
haha... ^-^

Birthday Celebration...

last nite we r celebrating Xavier n Helen birhtday party...
total 12 of us join the party..
not really a party just like a group outing only la...
around 9pm we started..
@ Oldtown Kopitiam...
all of us are frm front office...
it's seem all really enjoy themselves...
we have ah gan n his gf jun yang la...
3 'sam pat' gals chew yean, me n helen la...
1 talkative gal sam kit la...
1 'mat salleh' andy wong la..
the most 'leng chai' sham kok hwa la...
the boy with laptop calvin..
from Giordano joanne..
our student trainee wai loon...
n our birthday boy xavier (xiao di di)...
oso birthday gurl helen.. early celebration... haha...
me n chew yean sponsored a choco strawberry cake for our 2 main actor n actress..
but got 2 ppl late for the party...
1 is edwin another 1 duno wat name...
maybe 'no name' kua.. new staff lai de.. haha..
spent nearly 2 hours 'lepaking' at there...
how good if my birthday oso the same..
all friends celebrate with me...
haha.. 1 of my birthday wish this year..

So You Think You Can Dance?

dancing??
me? are you sure? haha..
but it's true wor...
im goin to dance on the fwh nite (oscar nite)
on this
i really cant believe it...
haha...
it's mean my dream will come true lo...
wow... fantastic... cool
yesyerday im just done my rehearsal at the rsc 2 aerobic room
hmm... having nice time there..
learning the step...
kind of hard too...
n we goin to mix hip hop, cha cha, sexy move i think... ^-^
only 3 of us
me, azmann n mei hua
just cant believe myself...
hopefully this show will be the successful 1
kind of scare oso...

Missing Him

i miss him dearly...
did he knw that ma?
last nite i sms him he din even reply 1 to me..
so sad...
i knw he not yet sleep...
he is waiting for his sister to bck home frm penang..
waiting his sms for the whole nite...
did he knw that?
alr 1 week more i din see him le..
wondering what is he doin now?
he is fine ma?
wat is he thinking now?
did he miss me?
izit he miss me really frm bottom frm the heart?
or jz saying out frm his mouth?
wondering...
but i really miss him madly now...
how?

Recover..

maybe god really hear my praise...
thank god...
i think he really recover le...
he just only call me around 8.00pm just now...
so miss his voice...
he din call me when he is hospitalized...
he told me he alr bck home d...
alr recover but the throat still pain...
can eat porridge nia...
so pity my boy...
so 'xin deng' lo... hehe
sure la... my dear ma...

doctor giving him mc till 27th of july...
waa... 'yao pai' oso cannot see him lo...
huhu... sad..
he said he oni coming bck next month...
oh dear...
how much im goin to miss him?
might be crazy lo...
but he told me maybe on the 28th he will bck to genting to see me...
hmm... at least my heart can smile a bit...
hopefully my dear will knw that gal will
always waiting for his back...
need his company...
need him by my side...
my day will not happy without my dear..
miss the time he bulying me...
miss the time he hugging me...
miss the time he teasing me...

The Day Without My Dear

hi...
im back again...
very busy lately so seldom online...
and most of my time i give it to my dear...
accompany him...
but this few days im all alone...
so boring...
everyday loitering around the first world plaza...
ALONE!!!

my dear is on leave..
he going back to his hometown last sunday..
at first i tot he will be back for 4 days oni... (normal offday)
but the day after he call me...
he say he will undergoing an operation earlier..
doctor ask him to do operation as soon as possible...
he told me is on 16th of july it's means today...
according to my dear that his thornsel getting worse...
unable to drag any longer...
the operation will take 4 hours...

when my dear told me this my heart so hurt...
as i can feel his pain...
my mind was blank...
thinking of ways to be at his side...
accompany him...
telling him i care about him..
telling him i feel the same pain too...
keep praying for him to recover soon...
as healthy as last time...

im so worried about him everyday..
hoping he will be ok..
my dear just done his operation just now...
he is ok now...
but he complaining that his throat very pain..
he got no mood to eat..
and he say is more worse...
izit true?
or izit becoz just operate?
im wondering...
my heart so pain...
how is he?
how is his operation going on?
how is mood now?
happy or sad?
is my dear suffering ma?
all kind of questions prompt in my mind...
all questions that i want to ask him...

but according to her sister he nothing le..
at least im not so worry le...
next week im on leave le...
hopefully i can arrange my time to visit my dear at hospital...

Back To Work

haizh...
back from offday...
back to work as normal...
so sien...
but duno why...
this month i got some different feeling...
i myself oso duno what it is...
never la...
1 good news from my boy colleague
Seng promoted as AHK alr...
Congratulation!!

1st day cashier with Nash...
well... luckily the departure not so complicated...
mostly just tranfer the rate only..
but i need to open more than 20 cea form...
that i hate the much..
why they duno how to ddct guest points wor...
think cashier so free just to raise cea form only meh...
but still can handle..
still can go bck early...
haha...

2nd day oso cashier...
supposed with Nash again...
but kak Sutyda take over...
coz she say too many departure need to do correction..
luckily she helped me...
if not this time really die...
Nash still new not very knw how to handle alone yet...
n u think im so free to assist him ma?
then my work no need do liao lo?

3rd day i work 8pm 4am d...
print meal vouchers...
i like the most...
no worry no tension....
sit there print only...
haha...
15 pages only...
after finished then go to break with chew yean n azmann
but kena 'tiao' with kak idayu...
shit la...
"work 8pm now only break ah?"
"not the first time i say d rite?"
"u duno work 8pm must eat after the briefing meh?"
wah lau eh...
need to shout so loud ma?
back office not very big wor...
why with other supv i dun have problem goin break any time?
i alr done my work...
my vouchers alr printed..
so?
i din left my work half way then go out rite..?
aiyoyo....
break olone very sien ma...
so ma wait together the cashier n ext stay break 2gether la...
haizh...
whatever la...
she is my superior ma...
ikut only lo...
later work 8pm again...
she still nite shift...
have to go out break at 11pm d lo...
SIEN....

Alone To Penang by Ferry

on 28th evening around 5.00pm
i took a bus to jetty...
to meet my boy at there...
coz we r going back to genting 2gether...
it's my first time doing this..
im so scared i took the wrong bus...
if not die la...
the bus fare cost me rm3.40..
all the way im so worried..
luckily my mp3 keep me calm all the way...
all the way i keep my eyes close to the signboard..
just to double confirm...
at last i saw the signboard to "Butterworth"...
phew...!!

if not mistaken the last time i taking bus to Butterworth
is 15 years ago kua...
haha.... ^-^
that time i always follow my grandma to penang by ferry
i still rmbr she always take me to the snake temple...
then go eat penang laksa...
buy the tambun biscuit...
that was 15 years ago...

around 6.15pm i reached the jetty
shit...
which direction i should go?
oh oh....
turn left or turn right?
wer is the jetty entrance?
wer to buy the ticket?
so bo huat lo...
ask the stall india uncle....
so paiseh....
like never come to jetty before...
dont care la...
he dunno me i dunno him....
haha...

reach the entrance took escalator up...
walk along the pathway...
aiyo.... why so long de?
got enter the wrong lane anot?
if not die again...
something kind like "rusa masuk kampung"...
"^-^
at last saw the counter "kaunter tukar syiling"
ask him wer to buy the ticket?
he said "u ada syiling tak"?
i said "ada!"
he said again "ada boleh masuk"...
i was thinking masuk wer?
i din but ticket yet wor...
how to masuk...???
then i look at other ppl how they go thru...
only after that i understand...
no need ticket...
just insert rm1.20 coins at the machine can liao...
so embarrassing...
not again not again next time...

finally went up to ferry d...
fuhh...
the sea breeze so relaxing....
looking at the penang island scenery...
so beautiful...
the sea water shimmer and sparkling...
thinking back when im young...
my father use to bring me n family to seaside...
but after the tsunami disaster...
he not so encourage us to seaside d...
when the first time i fall in love to beach is
at the Rasa Sayang Beach Resort in penang... (if not mistaken the name)
i was 5 years old then...
the resort is so spacious...
with white sandy beach...
a very big swimming pool...
romantic decorated...
with a playground...
a sport activities area....
is a honeymoon destination...
that's what i can say...
but now the resort alr closed....
if not i will be back there agian again n again....

my boy called me...
realised i was day dreaming...
haha...
he asking wer i am now...
coz he waited me at the penang jetty d...
he want to scare me...
asking am i taking the right ferry anot?
he say later the ferry take me to langkawi wor....
haha...
so funny meh...
u think im 2 or 3 years kid meh...
siao eh...
who duno the ferry only cross over to penang island...
ceh...
want cheat me oso find more intelligent joke la...
hehe...

at last... finally...
i alr at penang liao...
going to meet my boy...
he waiting outside the road with his goody buddy Vincent...
he ask me to go straight until i saw the "jejantas"
ok reached d..
he ask me to turn left...
ok lo... turn left lo...
i din see any black savvy oso...
u guys knw what happen...
my boy giving me a wrong instruction...
right become left...
wah lau eh...
go back primary la...
haha...
just joking ok...

in the car i recall bck what i go thru just now...
only i realised how 'sam pat' am i....
wahaha...