Back to Kampar 2moro

offday le lo....
this time i really go bck to kampar again lo...
haha.. so excited...
go find my ex schoolmate vivien...
but this time there is another friend to find oso...
my 'kor kor' stuyding at der oh...
study computer engineering lo...
haha... so can go der find him le....
so miss him...
he is my best brother i ever have...
last time when schooling time both of us like to share 'xin shi'
he will teach me wat to do...
he will advise me...
but after he got gf le...
my msg to him become less le lo...
must pandai pandai oso ma...
later his gf 'chaik cho' pulak.... hehe
goin back kampar with my dear..
2moro 9am bus frm genting to pudu...
have to sleep early lo....

Big Fight...

last 2 days i have a big fight with my dear...
so hurt...
but maybe is my fault too...
i shouldnt take his fren hp no in his phone without his permission de...
the story is like this...
tat day i follow him to his dept 'makan makan malam' with his collegue's car...
n im phobia sitting in other ppl car n speeding all the way frm genting to genting view...
feel so uncomfortable... so pening...
still can tahan...
coz i din eat full yet...
but when go bck time... nobody will ever think tat will happen on me...
i was sleeping in the car coz very tired...
his fren's car suddenlly speed up...
i vomit out...
i call my dear by slapping on his back...
i cant raise out my voice... coz almost vomit le ma...
so at the end i vomit out in his fren's car...
very memalukan oso... felt sorry oso..
duno how to face his fren oso...
n he leh keep scolding me tat din inform him...
how i knw wor...
vomit out all sudden...
if u r me... sure u will feel so sorry to the guy rite... make dirty his car...
n u want to say sorry rite?
so when my dear when to toilet... i secretly take his fren number...
just 1 reason in my mind nia...
just want to apologize... that's it....
my dear found out...
i scold me so crazyly... im so scared...
he say why im still so childish thinking?
then he said wat will other ppl will think about him?
he scare his dept will knw tat his gf is so 'memalukan'???
why he will think like that ne?
he just care for his 'muka air' 1st than me....
just say a sorry nia wor... wrong ma?
yes i knw im wrong coz i take the number without his permission...
my heart so pain lo...
even my ex never scold me like that b4...
after that i knw tat he change his password le...
very clearly informing me that he dun let me touch phone le...
that's fine... if he is happy with that...
just wanna let him knw that im hurt...
i really mind what he had scolded me...
I MIND... coz his words really hurt me...
but the next day he pujuk me bck le...
so now we r ok le...
but i still can feel that he still thinking of that incident...