My Convo

i supposed to attend my convo last year
@ times square early of november...
with all my coursemate..
so dissappointed...
i cant attend...
regret...
stupid decision make me regret the whole life..
on the same time i got my job application at fwh..
im new there..
no annual leave for me
even a single day...
feel sad...
im the best student in the class..
getting the highest GPA among them all...
with distinction level...
but im the 1 did not join the convo..
hate myself...
miss the wonderful chances...
which i waited for a long time...
where you have the chance to wear on the 'jubah'
an identity that i have graduated..
urgh..

Home Sweet Home

arrive home around 6.30pm yesterday
so tired...
but happy to be at home..
miss my mum dishes..
miss my 2 kap siau sisters
miss my beloved bed... haha
2moro goin bck to genting liao..
so sad...
bck to a place called HELL..
2moro oso WinNee convo day...
cant join them..
all her family will be there...
so my boy dont let me go..
he said is not the right time yet..
ok lo...
just accept lo..
Wish WinNee all the best in her future undertakings...

2day my boy mood like not very good..
duno what to do..
worry...
sms him oso not really want to reply...
i knw he is bad mood...
so better dont 'kek' him so much..
just 1 day din see him but miss him so much liao...
how la...

2moro is the 1st time i n my boy goin bck genting 2gether
offday bck 2gether..
feel so excited..
hope the coming months will be the same too..
on leave 2gether bck to genting 2gether...
so 'xinfu' rite?
when he told me mr lee might change gouping with him..
im so excited..
but of course not very obvious la.. haha
he say he might change to group A weekend...
woow... this is the time im waiting for...
hopefully will come true lo..
^-^
but oso cannot put so high hope...
if not later 'shi wang yue da'... haha..

2day @ Genting

hmm....
2moro oni can go back hometown...
so sad...
actually can go bck yesterday ma...
alr booking with uncle alan goin bck sp at 4pm..
u knw la bus never wait for ppl..
haizh...
that 2 functions 'hai' me cnt go bck de la...
so sad..
2 functions cnt balance...
2 nia ma...
but think till my head big...
confusing..
calculation not clear...
bill payment not completed..
so?
have to stay bck lo...
me very very fedup d...
all supv oso so busy...
hide inside the toilet to cry...
haha... very crazy rite?

at last jess loh ask kok hwa to help me...
haha...
luckily...
both of them so good...
shud vote them as "best supv"... haha...
but anyhow oso cnt go bck home la...
sob.. sob.. sobbb...
last day oso checking out at 6.30pm
cham anot?
but think bck actually ok oso...
can accompany my boy another 1 more day..
hehe... ^-^

just finished busy nia...
haha...
pack my bag la..
wash my clothes la...
buy bus ticket la..
send my blazer to laundry la...
waa... very very busy...
until not yet eat yet....
so hungry le...

later 1 of my fren frm s'pore cmin up to genting...
want to meet her anot?
take her go wer leh?
eat at wer wor?
aiyo... very fan la...

Last Day

at last...
2day is my last day working le...
can sleep kau kau d... hehe
others are so excited to go bck to their hometown...
but im not...
i want to stay at here with my boy...
miss him so much if away with him...
n i oso hope i can join his sis convo....
but he seem like not allow...
i purposely request my leave on weekend
so that can crash with his sis convo on this 28th
he say no place for me to stay...
i really dun mind if i stay at hotel...
he say so wasted...
haizh...
duno lah...
see how lor....
i oso got no comment...

Sick...

last nite i was so sick..
want to vomit but cannot...
very uncomfortable the whole nite...
my stomach very very not well...
duno what happen to me...
luckily my boy was with me the whole nite..
so warm when he hug me.. ^-^
i din eat the whole day yesterday...
dun feel like eating...
im not hungry at all...
just want to sleep oni...
sleep.. sleep.. sleep...

about the question i want to ask him...
i din ask yet...
not dare to ask...
really scare he will mind...
im very stupid rite?
im his gf i need to knw what happen rite?
but why i dun have the guts to ask him?
WHY?
i hate myself...
i hate myself for being so useless....
USELESS..!!!

Moody

early early in the morning im not happy anymore...
becoz of....
haizh...
can i dont want mention it?
very heart-breaking oso lor...
when im preparing goin to work...
i look at my boy phone...
he sms with a girl named ****...
my boy sms her by calling her 'My Dear'...
what do u feel?
of course u feel sad rite?
painful rite?
maybe i still duno the real reason yet....
hope he will answer me lar...
hopefully the answer he given can be accepted lor...
i really dun want becoz of this our relationship will effected...
love him so much...

Unlucky Day

bad.. bad.. bad day..
why 2day so soi de...?
so soi become cashier...
becoz of that stupid chair....
becoz of that stupid safebox...
i knw la im short...
need da chair to open the safebox...
fine...
that chair duno how many years ago...
so buruk liao...
so im the unlucky one to step on it...
then the chair over turn...
walau eh...
never in my life that i fell like that...
i tot i will....
haha... choi choi choi....
my toes so pain...
walk oso susah...
but have to act like nothing...
luckily nobody saw i fall inside...
haha... oni cctv knws... shhh.... ^-^

then i when for my break...
goin upstairs to take my stuff...
my leg very pain with my shoes on...
fine...
stepping fews step down fall again...
luckily nobody realise that...
if not... duno wer to keep my face...
haha...
wuuu.... :-(
now my toe bengkak liao..
then my left hip 'black green' d...
a very big 1...
so cham...

Surprise...

so surprising...
hk eam mr andrew tan knws mpchoo??
my father??
any connection hk with casino..??
oh gosh...
mr victor told mr andrew that kenny datin with mpchoo's daugther??
haha...
will kenny mind??
how's kenny reaction??
wondering...
what ever lah..
how long as im happy with him...
hehe.. ^-^
but good oso lar...
at least he not very dare to bully me le kua...
i guess so..

Too quiet..

am i too quiet...??
hmm....
actually im not...
im very talkative if im with the one i knw...
guest what...
last time when schoolling time...
im da most talkative gal in the class...
haha...
coz u knw why...
i knw my classmates since we r primary 1...
very close to each other..
changing clothes oso 2gether gether in the class...
stand on da chair oso 2gether gether...

talk with somebody oso must got some 'ling gan' rite?
i can talk with all ppl any age, same level with me...
but not for higher level or higher post...
except my boy... haha...
becoz there still a gap...
how can u talk to ur boss like normal friend even when u r outside?
maybe i cant make it kua...
coz they r still my employer...
more power than me...
a respect...
so not dare too talk much...
better keep quiet...
if not later 'lar ye' more 'chia lat'...
haha...

but it's seem like not everyone understand me..
for example..
like our newly promoted duty manager...
when i first come in she is our fo supv...
i use to talk to her...
i use to ask her alot of questions regarding to my problem..
last time supv n staff very close to each other...
becoz most of the time they r with us at counter...
since after she is promoted...
there is a big gap in between staff n dm...
so cant ask her so much of things d lor...
she is my dm d ma...
my "shang se"....
haha...
abit "kam kai" d lor.... shh.... ^-^

HK Bowling Competition

2day 8pm..
hk dept organising a bowling competition for their dept..
most of the staff joinning including all their execs...
n most surprising is our hotel vp oso joining them..
he is a good bowling player...
hk like a big family...
they r so close with each other...
even execs with the staffs...
very good relationship...
very co-operate...
teamwork...

will fwh front office part of this?
i think no... as what i feel...
busy with their own work...
any organization oso within grouping only...
everyone busy with their own stuff..
supv with their operation task..
dm busy with their incident report..
different different shift...
from morning to nite...
or nite to morning...

it's seem like they r all enjoying themselves...
even there r fantastic prizes...
with trophy, medals, n hampers...

their eam oso very good in bowl...
fantastic...
i followed my boy to join them...
they r very friendly..
but im so quiet all the time...
a bit paiseh...
coz i did not knwin them...
n all of them r exec level...
really duno how to communicate...
pity my boy...
keep on asking me why my mood so bad..
actual im not...
just a bit ashamed lor..
hehe... "=.=

very happy to see my boy got strike...
he hurt his thumb...
he cant play well....
so i told him im goin to watson to buy plaster for him so that it wont so pain...
as his gf must 'shek chou' abit ma...
if not...
after my return, i saw him alr with plaster on...
he said that his friend given to him...
feel dissappointed...
feel myself so stupid...
so 'mou liu'..
just a little things oso cant make it...
haizh...
very 'sat pai'...

Bad Day @ Info Counter

2day suppose to be at command workstation ma...
s/l put me at info counter...
the only reason is i can speak chinese...
another 3 days to go...
i hate that....
sitting over there always spolit my mood..
face so many guest especially indians...
always asking the same questions...
ask n ask n ask....very stupid la...
n i always repeat repeat n repeat..
im getting bored of these question...
help me!!!
"madam where is the cable car?"
"madam where is outdoor theme park?"
"madam i want a bell boy."
"madam where is bell counter?"
"madam i want to call to india. how?"
"mam, what is the check out procedure?"
"madam why the room so small, i booking deluxe room?"
getting tired with these...

chinese guest oso alot question..
especially uncle auntie....
"miss ah ke yi bang wo check in ma?"
"miss ah wo yao yong mesin check in."
"miss ah wo yao booking fang jian."
"miss ah jin tian hai you mei you fang jian"
"miss ah casino zhen yang qu?"
miss here miss there...
very very 'fan'.....

later late in the noon..
lousy tour guide surrounding the counter...
like pasar malam...
start headache...
start walkie talkie finding for group master...
"calling s/l or supv, boleh tolong cari master G*******"
then the tour guide will make noise..
shouting here n there...
they shout at me i shout at them back..
why want to give them face wor...
if not they more "ai bin"..
"3pm alr still not yet ready ah?"
"why u guys work so slow"
"i want to see your manager."
"genting not enuf ppl meh"
"miss ah do my one first, i come first leh"
"one ppl working only ah"
"leng lui, help me photocopy, 2 copies pls.."
"miss ah which 1 near to lift ah?"
"miss i dun want queen size bed, can u change for me?"

come in the late evening..
counter will be so silent...
alone sitting there...
dreaming..
update ADP group names, morning cal, do calcalation...
after finish updatings...
start find ppl to chit chat d...
bergayut on the phone...
haha... "=.=
oops... later kena misconduct...

10.45pm d...
of course close all pc keep all the things...
cabut la...
still wait what ah...
hehe...

New in blogging

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im new here
i found out it's quite interesting after viewing my friend's blog
at last i can express my feeling here..
hope you guys love it..
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