Getting Married

1 friend of mine...
oso 1 lecturer of mine...
oso 1 direct sales of mine...
is getting married next year...
on march 13 2009...
congratulation!!!
im goin to join her wedding... haha...
with my ex collegemate, vincent
hope he wanna go too...
coz i long time din see him liao...
kinda of missing him... ^-^
diam diam de girl suddenly tell me she is getting married...
what a shock...
last time always ask her got bf anot...
she buat tak tau pulak...
ish.... now marry liao lo...
can take me as her bridemaid ma??? hahaha...

Bad Management

im getting bored day by day after my offday...
my shift totally out with my friends...
even though we are in the same grouping...
i dun even meet my 2 buddies @ counter...
always see the people that i dun really want to see...
so sien...
wanna find ppl chat oso hard...
happy moment will just a while...
but sad n down moment will be long time...
why izit like this ne?
im getting no mood working @ fwh front office...
not because of the working environment...
but is the MANAGEMENT problem...
very poor... 1 word i can describe...
non of them can be trust...
always find ppl "eat mati kucing"...
not understanding... blame here blame there...
terminate this terminate that...
suspend staff everyday...
double check in refer IRO!!!
no show refer IRO!!!
run from counter kena MIA!!!
go toilet without informing oso get MIA!!!
anything pls refer SENIOR!!! anything happen say SENIOR ajar...
open misconduct...
give warning letter...
write explanation letter...
kena suspension....
all bullshit... why dun the junior refer SUPERVISOR!!!
when supv kena leh cover here cover there...
close 1 eye open 1 eye...

about the scheduling...
very bad, poor, no time management, no quality, worst setup...
all the shift jump up n down, tungang langang, not well-arranged...
i will write to the progamming dept regarding this...
everytime my dad asking me when is my offday...
i said im not sure... the schedule not yet done by our SUPERVISOR!!
they dun let me to view wor...
syok syok they delay, syok syok they forward...
syok syok approve anual leave, syok syok they reject...
without informing...
when complain give all kind of reason...
u din summit ur form la...
u suppose send in earlier la...
u dun have strong supporting document or reason la...
this la that la... li li lo lo...
staff not more than 100...
2 SUPERVISORS doin the scheduling...
still.. last minute oso amd here amd there...
so group A staff always the victim lo...

Out For Date

yesterday da whole day accompany my buddy...
she come genting...
go outdoor... go indoor theme park....
go kap siao... go yum cha...
but yesterday weather no good... raining...
so not much can play...
go here close here... go der close der...
bored... leg oso wanna patah d...
from morning i reached genting 5am till 5am i oni sleep leh...
kanasai... still can tahan...
ho liao leh...
then 10.30am wake up liao....
my roommate la... ish...
later 3.00pm work liao wor...
tension.... hmmmm....
accompany my buddy till 10.30pm...
then later saw my friend (ex colleague)...
sembang sembang pulak...
around 12.00am oni bck to room to rest...
after 45mins another call go out for yum cha...
wow... but this 1 promise him liao ma...
so hard to reject lo... haha...
da 'humour' guy...
go starbucks... why not... he belanja wor... sure 'on' la....
with his another fren oso...
said drink until 2.30am but....
aiyo.... go walk walk at genting hotel der le....
luckily no faint... haha.... if not 'sia sui' lo...

Humuor + Funny + Silly

recently i got to knw a friend from f&b dept...
hmm... actually we see each other b4 but no chance to get knw each of us..
my first impression to him is...
he is a serious person...
kind of 'sombong' type...
and a quite guy...
but all is wrong...
he some kind of humour...
he likes to talk all the nonsense with me...
he will jokes all the way...
he could joke 24 hours a day...
very nice can chat with him...
haha... ^-^
he told me that his dept got a girl look like me...
erm... ok... so???
this is like how i get to knw him...
n he gets my contact num...
da 1st time he called me i get shock...
coz i couldnt imagine he not the guy that i tot all this long...
after chat with him da whole nite....
oni get to knw that he actually very 'sam pat' oso...
chat alot nonsense stuff....
having fun n enjoy oso....
coz sometimes very hard to find a friend that can chat crazyly with u...
that what he is... cute...
but 1 things i couldnt understand...
he call me every nite???
not a while but very long de oh...
but after the call i will laugh myself when recall bck the stupid conversation with him...
silly i think...
hmm... haha....
dont think much ya... hehe...
and why he help me to pay for my breakfast bill ne?
pai seh la...
i alr at the counter to pay my bill le...
da cashier told me that the bill alr been paid le...
i was blank in my mind...
oh gosh... why he pay for it ne?
din ask him belanja oso...
but gentleman.... shh....

What's Goin On With Him?

why izit he so mind that my dept spread the "untruth" rumours..
if he said he break with me not becoz of new target...
then why shall he so care about it...
since his dept oso spreading the same kind of rumours...
i didnt even say any single word or complain to him..
what he want??
dun tell me until now he still taking care of his 'air muka' ma??
come on...
i have nothing to do with him le ok...
n he asking me to believe him?
hey!! are you crazy??
he have lied to me b4...
how could i believe him?
sound nonsense rite??
why izit he miss me so much after we become a normal frens instead of couple?
what is he thinking now?
he said he tried to persuade himself to let me go...
but why he wanna left me without a word that day...
if life killings him then he shud have make the decision clear earlier...
not so sudden...
and he couldnt blame himself for what he had did...
i just followed what he wanted...
one more things...
why must he blame on jubeline??
i just tell jubeline what i feels and i want her to knw what is happenning..
i think there is no wrong for me to do so...
i knw that matter is involving 2 of us oni...
but dun 4get...
i told her after i break with him...
jubeline needs to know... coz she knows him more n a close fren of him...
n she scold him got her own reason...
not i simply bla everything to her...
at first very hard to accept this breaking up...
but now i can tell anyone... that..
im happier without him...
i could do whatever i want to...
i could go anywhere i want..
i could mix with anyone that i want...

Planning For A Trip

wanna go for trip!!!
planning to go early of the year after getting bonus...
haha.. ^-^
who wanna join me...
a few destination in my mind...
**langkawi porto malai
**pulau redang
**macau
**awana kijal terengganu
**hatyai/bangkok
where to go leh??
budget? erm...
if macau need more lor...
if local anytime sure ok de..
but who wanna join me...?
this really make me freak out...
or anyone who also planning for trip???
ask me join leh...
long time not goin for trip le...
last trip is macau...
wish to go back there...
fall at the first sight... love macau...
hehe... 'kua zhang' leh...

Touching...

thanks for my all dear friends....
who do always support me for all this time....
im sorry if duno how to appreaciate u guys....
just read my friend's blog...
she always keep on eyes with my updated blog....
she already keep updating my blog last half year ago...
till now... she still my blog's fan.... haha... ^-^
she knws all my feelings....
what i have gone trough all this time...
all sweet & sour times...
she is such a caring & understanding friend...
that's hard to find...
she will leave down advices in my blog whenever i need it...
ask me never give up...
and even she did even mentioned about my post in her blog...
to share with others...
i have go through her post...
it's touch my heart....
silent tears in my heart...
thanks YanTing...
and so do JuiLin....
and also for those who leave me comments and advices in my blog...
thanks again...
i will keep continue updating my blog...
share my story of life (sweet & sour , hard & easy , smooth & complicated)
as a life history of mine...
something belong to me...
a meaningful and memorable one...

Some Feels...

i have some "special" feeling for 'someone'...
but dunno how to express...
duno wanna say bad or good
now my heart very 'pelik pelik' now...
very messy feeling...
and i duno what 'someone' was thinking about me...
sometimes ok sometimes cool sometimes 'buat tak endah'...
sometimes care sometimes dun care...
sometimes his word is sweet sometimes it's kind of hurting words...
sometimes romantic sometimes normal...
sometimes very proud of himself...
always 'kek gau gau'...
hmm... hard to guess...
everybody is spreading news around...
with untruth story....
khabar angin everywer...
rumours all the way...
aikzs....
how to respond bck them oh? ^-^
i think he also dislike with the khabar angin lo....
im trying to avoid le...
but still.... haizh....
"hen bu hao de yu gan"
"guai guai de gan jue"

Misunderstood....

thanks everyone for ur concern and advice..
but it seems it's an misunderstood...
kenny seem not that bad...
he said he left me not because of the 'third party'...
he did explain to me alr...
kenny oso did face alot of trouble becoz of this...
he oso told me that he alr pistoff of this misunderstanding too..
it's time for me to believe his word oso...
maybe what other ppl saw isn't da truth at all...
pity him...
im sorry for him too
suddenly feel that im very bad....
haha...
but now everything it's settle n fine le...
back to normal le...
nothing to hide each other le...
and i started sms bck with kenny le...
hmmm... it seem ok oso la...
now oni i realise being his friend is much more better lo....
i think he oso think the same way too...
am i rite, kenny???
but...........
should i believe what he said?
since he had lied on me b4...
it might da 2nd times too....
haizh....