Friday, October 24, 2008

The Truth...

it's time for me to believe what ppl keep asking me..
they asking me "ei, ur kenny got other girl outside izit?"
"ei, ur kenny fall on someone else d izit?
at first i really dun believe....
coz i knw kenny is not that kind of person for me...
but that is the FACT....
he fall on someone else and left me...
he giving me so many reason for dumping me...
the girl he falls with, i knw her...
she is meei qi...
a very beautiful girl...
a girl that is 1 of his buddy ex gf...
a girl working at hr payroll dept...
a girl with a sweet smile...
a very soft girl...
a caring girl...
a girl kenny's like...
a girl much more better than me...
he has been so mean...
why must he cheated on me...
why must he promised me he will loved me only...
izit im being too 'tian zhen' ma?
or being too stupid...
i duno what other will think about us...
will they laugh at me for being dumped by kenny...???
ppl keep asking me...
i duno how to answer...
i duno what reaction i should give to them...
i duno how to control my emotion when come across this....
it totally made my mood spoilt...
Should i hate him...
or wish him in happiness with meei qi??
seeing them 'xin fu' n im suffering here ma??
izit possible??
can i do it ma...?
"CELINE are you sure u can let go???"
"CELINE WAKE UP LE!!! you have nothing to do with him le....

3 comments:

JuiLin ^o^ said...

whn time pass, u will feel better... is ur luck tat u left him nw.. dun torture urself bcoz of such guy.. wish him happy.. n by the way release urself frm the past.. i noe it might b hard for u to do so nw.. but thngs had past, dun cry for the spilt milk.. b strong and love urself.. u r still young, ur true prince is waiting for u in the future.. "she" is pretty, but ur smile is oso pretty for someone at the other side.. the one who love u and will take good care of u forever.. celine, gambatec!!

kok hwa said...

don't ever look urself down...
every one have thier own specialist..
sure u will get 1 or more better then previous...
don't care how other will evaluate u,tat was not improtant la...
A true frnd will juz only alway giving u full support...
B happy n love urself...

kok hwa said...

hi..... ms eileen here. in life there's always ups and downs. hump here hump there and depends on you how you're going to go thru. people can give you thousand of opinion and advice but still depend on yourself whether which way that you want to choose. it's all you.... always believe that whetever things happened there's always good things behind it. need not to hate anyone coz it make you feel worst. open your heart and try to forgive. it will make you feel better but not now maybe one day. you still have friend who concern about you. I believe they will always be there for you. everyone on this world will have their beautiful side. internal is always be the most beautiful compares to external. so you have your's and maybe that fellow is too blind to see. it's ok. one day someone will reliaze and that is the person that meant for you. if you need me feels free to see me kay....... take care